Teen Slut Part 02 — I let an asshole fuck me behind my boyfriend’s back

This is a confession. Names and locations have been changed to protect the identity of the people involved.

A few weeks since the truth or dare party, I started staying over Chris’. His housemates were chill about it, and in a way it was kinda cute. We got to pretend we stayed in a house together. I didn’t freeload or anything. In fact, I did my best to make myself useful around the house. The lads told me not to worry, but I wanted them to not feel like I was leeching off them.

I had a guilty secret though.

I haven’t seen Alex since, and I felt so ashamed about hoping to see him again. He wasn’t Chris’ friend so he didn’t come around for him. He was another housemate’s friend, Ryan.

Ryan was a bartender and he almost slept most of the time in the day. One time, I caught him in the living room. I felt like a creep, but I made casual small talk with him. At this point, Ryan was comfortable with me around. He didn’t think much of it when I talked about how fun the party was that one time. Then he mentioned his friend Alex was going to come over to pick up a guitar off him, and my heart almost leapt. Ryan asked if I could hand it over for him, because he had to cover a last minute shift.

For some stupid reason, I felt the need to change into something nice. I wasn’t trying to impress Alex, I just didn’t want to look like a complete slob since all I’ve been wearing were baggy T-shirts and joggers.

Chris asked me if I was okay, but I made some weak excuse about feeling hot. So I changed into the most casual but flattering thing I had in my luggage- a summer dress. It was a stretch to think about putting some make up on.

Chris wanted to take me out for a meal later in the evening, and I was so looking forward to it too. But it was barely lunchtime, so anything more would look suspicious.

I told him in passing that one of Ryan’s friends will be popping over to collect something, and Ryan asked me to keep an ear out for him. That seemed to satisfy him, and he said he was going for a bath. I told him I was going to do some housework, and maybe whip up a small lunch for the both of us.